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很久没有上来这个空间，

始终还是这里最安全~

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该除草咯~

想发图片

却觉得没有什么好图

除了不堪回首的那个舞蹈~

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参加工作以来第一次跳舞

竟然如此丢脸啊- -|||

下次再放图图

以警示后人啊~~！

before the holiday

i got the news that my grandfather has gone!

duiring this holiday

do nothing but sleep as a baby

sometimes

i feel tired

sometimes

i feel boring

sometimes

sometimes

thinking the future

how many time i can spend

how much money i can earn for the family

how many people i would meet

how many

how many

one of my friends told me just cherish the moment

yes

cherish every moment spent with family, friends,colleagues……

 

the ielets test reasult came out. i got 6! However, there was still 0.5 point far from the requirement. Every part of this test is 6 in average, except the writing part. I should admit that this part is my weakness. Writing is made up with gragh description and a essay. I still remember how scare i was when i was writing the essay at that time. 5 is the fact that reflects my writing level! For me this reasult is not bad, even though it is not the required score. This is the first time i took part in ielets test; this is my first ielets test score--6! I believe next time i will get what i want!

 

new company

090817, i came to Daxin which is called manganese capital in China. I am the green in this mine company named Guangxi Xin-Manganese Group Ltd., Co. The position I get is international saller. This company gives us three months to study the relevent busisness ,  producing process and manganese knowlege. After these three months, I hope all of us can get the contract. Although I am living in this small country which is near the border of Chinaand Vietnam, far from Nanning city, I like the scence here and this company.  work hard as possible as i can

I think i really did a bad job in IELTS.

After this test, i doubt my language ability.Can i really work with english?

This test can be called a experiment or a preparative for the next time.

Beside this bad news, I got a good news that i got the job from the mine company. However, after several days of existing, I felt down that i did not know weather i can do well this job. I do not want the company and my parents lost. There is a press produced stealthily around me.Anyway, this weeken I'll go to this new company and begain my new life and work.

wish everything can go well!

hunting a job is not easy for most person now, especially the graduate.

a few days ago, i got an job interview from a mine company and i really felt interested in this position. However, I got a feeling that they cared the reason i quit the pre-job.

I do not want to cheat anybody for the dissatisfation of the salary before! If give me another chance, I will quit again and say no definitely!It is not the person that i hate so i quit. In fact it is relatied with the development of this company. In my view of point, I can not get further improvment and higher salary any more.So materialism.

Anyway, I am still a job layer who is looking a good oppotunity to get better. Just as my dad said there would be a chance for you, the only i can do now is preparing to fight!

right now i am just a little sad.

PS:

about my friend's bf

After last talk with her bf, i really understand what she had said to me!

There is a man or till a boy who you stay with for nearly 5 years.During these long time period, you know his temper, personality, friends, family and job. However, you do not like some bad temper and actually do not satisfied some his communicating way with others.even though you really got the happy memory, you still can not get well with this kind of person sometime. In contrary, you can have good conditions: will be a doctor, beauty, good social relationships, great background and a good future.Owing a bf will limit you development. To illustrate,you will plan to go abroad but he does not like you go away. This man want you abey his oders and admit what he said is right! horrible! He care about you but he would like to enforce you to accepte his ideas.

Therefore, there is question for me that after a long time living together, it is love or a habit? whether it is a correct dicision for that girl to break up with her boy-friend?

My best friend asked me and i can not answer, due to the lack of relevent experiences. But I believe under any situation, girl should love herself more and insists her own principles. You can not lose your baseline!

Though  keeping this film in my computer for a long time, i can imange how abstract this movie is from its name. this movie is a horror, crime and feature movie.I spent totally two hours on it. 

Actually i did not really get the idea of it. What is the relationship during these three guys? But the killer gave me a deep depression. He looked like a neorotic person, while killing people without guilty. Having 70's  hair style, this guy alway dressed black and liked to kill anyone except woman and child. How cool he was. No! Should be horror the person! I can not imange if one day i meet a killer like him, what can i do. Run as quickly as i do or nothing bu tremble.

After finshing this abstractive movie, I searched  some information about it and knew how significant it was. It wanted to show us the great social changes in American west bordertown, especially the security. Over freedom can be found in this area and this meaned more crimes would happen everyday. It can be easily involed in drug and shooting afairs for the publics. The police who was the just and responsible man can do nothing to reduce the crimes but watched the horrible shows everyday. This made he negative about today's west. But he can not abandon his hometown and went away. The most cruel thing of the world for men is nothing can do but watch it go worse.Helpless feeling.

In this movie, Moss presentive the commom people in the west; J is the killer alluted Satan and the old polive named Bell is the Angel.Satan ask the man die, whatever he fight with him or hind and how deeply the Angel want to save the man , Satan would find him and kill him at the end. It seems like a fate.People want to fight with the fate and actually do it. However most of them die for it.

A little depressing

the beach

it is Leonardo DiCaprio's film production in 1995.

Richald, the main role of this movie, is a yong American guy seeking the fun of exploration. One day he found a travel agency which can offer him a trip with a faverable price. Then he decided to go to Thailan to find the famous paradise heard from the internet, the beach.

In a hotel of Thailan, Richarld met a young girl named Françoise and had a good sense about her but the girl came here with her boyfriend.So Richarld had no choise but give up his love to Francoise.In the second day Richarld met his neighbor called Daffy. Daffy told him something about the beach. However, in the next day, when Richarld see a map nailed on his door, he also found Daffy died ridiculasly in his own room. In fact, the map Daffy leaved to Richarld was a map of the beach. Then Richarld decided to find the beach and convinsed the French couple went to together.

After several exhausting days, they reach a island which is the neartest island to the beach. then they swam to the target island. When they  reached the legendary island, they saw a field of cannabis! It was the legendary paradise grow lots of cannabis! But where is the beach? They still had not found the beach! Richarld then found a monkey and some farmers with a handguns while he walking along the cannabis field.Then the three guys ran away as quick as they can. suddenly a black man apeared and guided them to the beach.There were about 20 people living in the another part of this mystical island where was the beach. These people, from all over the world,  were coming here due to the story of the beach. They found the beach and lived here. All of them did not want more outsiders came here, so they use every methods, to keep this secret, even spent their lives. Richarld found these people living here just as the acient tribe: the leader here called Sara was a woman and all of them would be allocated different jobs: some responsed to wash the clothes; some people would like to be a cooker; some charged with fishing, some should plant cannabis which was the income source of this tribe. They would go to the mainland for trading some necessities and personal things.It seemed they can supply themselves and lived here happily. But where is people there would be conflicts: benefits, prejudice, power and so on. one day the guys charged with fishing were attacted by sharps. one died and the other one's leg got hurt. Sara, the leader here rejected his demand of asking a doctor came here to cure him. She said the only way to cure his leg was carring him to the mainlan but after attacted by the sharps he dread the water seriously that can not be on the boat. Hearing the horrible yelp from the guynwho was suffering the pain, everybody here felt fletful. At the end they dicited to abandon this guy in the forest. no seeing no feeling. After few days people became the same as before because they did not see the pain. However this was till a fear to them. Because they knew once you get hurt, you can still live here under the condiction that you can recover by yourself or die here.several days later, Sara asked Richarld to be on guard because before Richarld came to the beach, he leaved a copy map to same amercians and now thay were coming here. Sara said he should get the copy map back or he can not came back to the beach. Richarld felt crazy about holding this secret and had no idea of getting the map from these guys " the beach fans"! After few days observation, he got a plan that make the farmer in the other part of this island caught these interlopers. The plan worked but these farmers shoot them and found Richarld too. Richarld escaped their persuit but these farmer knew there were the new members of this tribe and this violated the premer agreement that there should not be more new outsider here or they must leave this island. Richarld realized these farmers  who kill the beach fans would also kill them too! Then he came back to the beach and noticed the French couple. But it was too late! The farmers caught them and asked these 20 people leave the beach as soon sa possible because new outsider came to here would cause terrible metters and threaten their life and home! But Sara refused and insisted that the beach was their home here too. At the end the farmer gave a gun to Sara to kill the three guy. Suddenly every member of this tribe felt horrible because they found they should kill the other guy to keep their dream land. some guys cried and asked Sara did not shoot Richarld. But Sara did it. Lucky thing was no bullet in this gun and Richard was saved. Seeing this unblievable scene, most tribe menbers ran away. All of them abeyed the farmers requirement leaving the beach except Sara. At the end they came back to the reality and the beach life became a unforgettable memory in their life. 

The beach is a paradise that everybody dream to. However once you get to you found you lost in this paradise, antination! You, the morden humanbing, while living  in a acient tribe with  the most beautifull beach in the world, still work as a civilized man. There are no Utapia in this world. You come to the beach, only want to escape from the comfused world, because you do not really face this world at all. Your fearing of this jumbled world meams you fear lose, fear yourself! If you want to be a recluse, you should take part in this jumbled world at first.